Hey guys, sorry I haven’t posted in a while. Life is crazy. Especially when you realize that you have a lot to impove on.
I’ve been stuck in a destructive loop, which I trapped myself in. I’ve been just letting my anxiety and depression control me. Refusing any advice I was offered because following it was too scary. It was easier to stay in the fire then face my problems.
I think that the bravest thing you can do, is face yourself, as you truly are. Then make a active choice to be better.
I honestly don’t know if I have it in me. I’m hurt, I’m scared, I’m unsure, but staying here is hurting me more.
The drivers seat is scary, having so much control in your hands, fearing failure. But you can’t take a back seat on your life. Its your life. Not your parents, not your best friend’s, yours.
Im scared I’m going to crash and burn. But anything is better than inaction. I’m going to retake my life. I hope my journey helps you to have the courage to do the same. It’s time to break this loop.